Do I think he knew?
I’ve been asking my kids that question for 6 weeks. Each had their own answer based on their perspective of That Day.
Denial colored my perspective. Weeks later, snippets of reality find their way into my nighttime dreams; when my defenses are down the realness of That Day starts to sneak in.
The nurse lightens his sedation just enough so he can nod his head. Katie asking, “was it fun daddy?” His favorite movie line phrased as a question. He nodded ‘yes’.
I believe he knew.
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